summer is coming to an end when I hardly ever understood that it started. I have almost done nothing but worked this summer. Just a few days off here and there and one whole week of holiday which I spend at my dads summer house. But this weekend was no work at all which was so nice. But couldn't sleep the night between thursday and friday. Worked and then had a whole lot of people to meet on friday so I was up for 20 hours. At the end when we were sitting at a fantastic bar in the south o Stockholm my friend K just told me to go home. I almost fell asleep on the tube. Yesterday I slept, hang around at a friends new apartment just a few blocks away from my dad and bumped into my uncle on the way home. And today I found a pair of trousers for about 8 euros which was great, saw a Ingmar Bergman film and hang out with K. Great Great Weekend.
But. I am moving to London in just a few weeks. I still can't get my head around it. Just saw London inc on TV and started thinking. I am moving there. I am actually moving abroad. Away from my parents and my whole family and all my friends. It is wild. I have just treated it as something you say. I know that it's real, I have been working my ass off to get it all together with money, insurance, accommodation etc. etc. and just gone around telling everyone that I'm moving to London just like that. Not really thinking about it as reality. I have to work and live and write english and how is that gonna work out. I am both so fucking exited and scared like hell. But I love the whole blank page feeling about it. I really don't have a clue how its gonna be. In Sweden you have an idea how university is gonna be even if you'd never been to one 'cause its your country. But here. No idea. No idea about the students or teachers or anything. I can guess and I realize that it's not gonna be that different but still, new culture.
But next weekend gonna be special and a needed break from this. We are giving my dad his 60'th birthday present. Me and my brother and sister are taking him walking in the mountains. We did it every summer as kids but haven't done it in years. Gonna be so much fun, I love it and he does so its gonna be really special doing it with them.
That must be my longest post in months. Sorry but been so much with work and didn't have any internet for quite some time and you know.
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